Back to the roots - XXVIII

Journey of the Soul - IX

I was communicated one thing very clearly. The reality is self created. Hence the experiences that souls undergo differ from soul to soul. There is no one simple answer to the afterlife experience.

The different levels, that exist in the realm of souls, is not created by physical boundaries. The levels are psychical based on the evolution of the souls. 

I asked whether she had seen God. There was no answer except an image flashed to me on brilliant, soft horizon of brightness. My further probing did not get me any response.

The best of her communication to me was for my own growth. The world that I create for me in this lifetime, my obsessions, my over riding beliefs, my attitudes in this life time will very largely determine what I will be in my next incarnations. For my soul will be exposed to all this in the review phase and determine its course in the next incarnation. Accordingly it will choose its environment for the next incarnation. So if I desire to grow, I must take care of what I do in this life now. There is no time as good as now to correct course. It is most important to always remember that I have selected the experience of my life by my overriding beliefs and tendencies. No one else has imposed this on me. 

To my question on how I should know that I am doing good or bad the answer that I received was that my world is an indication of whether I am progressing on the right path or I have diverted myself. If I am happy, peaceful and contented with my world, I am on the correct path. If I refuse to learn now, no one can impose learning on me in after life also. There are guides in this life whom I am ignoring and there will be guides in the afterlife whom I will continue to ignore. There are opportunities now which I am not seeing and no one will be able to push me to the desired path in the afterlife. Because the choice is always mine. 

To my question that why do we not remember our last incarnations she said that it is good that we do not remember. The memories are locked up in our souls. The memories are never erased out. We in our physical form do not need to remember our past incarnation as such memories will merely create diversions and create blockages on our path in this lifetime. In the review phase the souls remember their past incarnations to take stock and determine their nest step. She said that we, during our physical form remember the slights, the hearts, the pain caused to us by others, even many many years after the incidents had occurred. We remember because these negativities go on playing and replaying in our subconscious mind and at some point erupt in to our consciousness. And when this eruption occurs we pass through the experiences again in our mind and body. These are damaging to our growth and these further attract similar incidents. She said that it would be good if we could master the art of forgiveness and forget such memories. She warns that our obsessions with such memories will influence our next incarnation also. I remembered my learning from the Law.

If my current life is a result of my tendencies of the previous incarnation, then I am whatever I am because of what I did in the last incarnation. I am, therefore, destined to my fate in this life. Is this true? This was the very question which came up in my thoughts. And I received an answer which was another gem of wisdom. Yes, it is true only to the extent that I am born into an environment in this life as per my beliefs and attitudes of last incarnation. I will be tied down to this environment till I develop adequate consciousness and physical ability to exert my will. And then I am free to act to either stick to my environment or break away from it to a new path. The choice is mine. If I am born into an illiterate family, I need not continue to be an illiterate. If I am born into poverty, I need not continue to be poor. If I am born into an environment of superstitions, I need not become one. This is evolution in the physical form which will carry over to the soul realm.

I asked her how can I deliberately contact souls. Her answer did not give me clarity. She told me that the first requirement is to empty out the mind. She said that the souls are communicating very often. I am not able to feel that communication because my senses are busy elsewhere. The instances when I am able to communicate are happening by default. Due to certain circumstances, my physical senses subside to a large extent and the communication is coming through and some visibility occurs. She was not alone in her communication with me. One of her guide was with her, on both occasions to help her communicate with me when I was ready. She was attached to her earth family. The guide was helping her to communicate her concerns for her earth family to someone who could provide solace to her most loved ones in her earth family so that she could prepare to journey on her further evolution. A portion of her answers came from the guide.

I asked her who her guide was? An image was flashed to me which I could not recognise.

I asked her about my future. She answered that it was not necessary that I know. She did not know my future in the earthly sense. She only knew the inevitability of change of form. Whatever I needed to know was already known to me. Instead of thinking about the past and the future, I was told to focus in the present. She said that what I do now will govern my future, both in my earthly life and the soul realm. She said that I already knew that there is no death. There is a change in form which liberates and frees. I should focus on completing the tasks that I have undertaken in my earthly form which by itself will help in my evolution. 


My next questions were on the point of re-incarnation - the birth. I keep this portion for the next post.



Namaste



Prabir